Rewild My Heart - Nullnix / RK

I wake before the alarm, still learning how to stand. Birds are writing the morning, something small wakes up in me. Kettle starts its whistling, two dogs at my feet. Sun gets through the window — I stop and let it in. The day still feels uncertain, warmer than it was. I stand there in the doorway, let the light find my hands. The river's down the lane, the dogs know where to go. Do I? Do I? Rewild my heart let it wander, let it shine [pause] Rewild my heart let it open, let it want again [pause] I'm not finished I'm not done REWILD MY HEART (rewild my heart, my hurting heart) I'm learning how to listen, saying yes again [pause] to small things. Trading wanting for wonder, [pause] less gold, more laughter. Maps still up on the wall, all those places I carried — I don't need them anymore. Tea out on the back step, you there on the mantelpiece. I look, and I smile now. [pause] Kids ring on a Sunday, laughing at old stories. [pause] I sit back and let them talk. They know what to do. Do I? Do I? Rewild my heart let it wonder, let it shine [pause] Rewild my heart run with the dogs, find gold in the rain Rewild my heart — — again Learning how to breathe again. It was easier when you were still here. [pause] There's miles left in these legs, and the grief, the grief walks with me. [pause] But I know what you'd have wanted for me. Go on. Go on. Rewild my heart [pause] let the wind take the weight, let the river teach me quiet. I'm not finished [pause] I'm not done [pause] REWILD MY HEART (rewild my heart, my healing heart) Right then. Come on, boys — let's go.